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AAX​-​169 : A View From the Pews

by Steve Henn

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1.
True Faith 00:20
If true faith knows without proof why are you always trying to prove what you know, with The Case for Christ and the Shroud of Turin and church-certified Catholic miracles – what do you smell when driving out there in the cornfields, by the pastures, in the country: roses and miracles?
2.
John Smith, bland as his name, never believed in anything much until he heard a voice, a staticky fire and brimstone radio preacher inhabiting his head with exhortations to change his ways. “Repent!” it hollered, haranguing John deliberately, it seemed, when he stopped off at the usual bar for the usual drink. “Water of the Barley Is Only Gulped By Sinners!” it claimed. John couldn’t turn the voice down even as He gulped his beer guiltily and stole glances At the bartender’s buxom chest. “Fornicatiooooooooooonneeeeeeeeeee” The voice screeched, debasing into feedback. “Fornicators are Salvation Haters!” The friendly homosexual who everyone called Big Gay Tim like he was a character on SouthPark Popped onto the stool next to John’s And now the voice was really going, Cataloguing the moral failings of men Who lay down with men. This carried on Wherever John went. He tried to get away from it. He’d take a walk on a trail in a nature preserve And the voice would warn against nature, witches, Animism. Grabbing a tray of frozen shrimp At the supermarket, the voice would motormouth Leviticus without ever stopping. John tended toward Passivity, and just assumed this was the way things Would work in his head from now on. He wasn’t much For talking – even at the bar – so he told no one. He kept hoping the preacher in his head would have something Nice to say, some exhortation to treat others kindly, To feed the starving or volunteer at the homeless shelter, But it never told John what to do. It only told him What he was doing wrong.
3.
It’s interesting that you went into public education to “share the light of Christ” with young people. You’d think one might start a church or a youth ministry to do that but I guess if you want to tell some impressionable kid what to believe in you’ve got to do it some place where she has no choice but to sit there and listen.
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Manifesto 01:48
You spineless nincompoops. You can’t beat death. You can’t beat death and you’re gonna fuckin die. We’re all gonna die. We’re not here to die, but we’re going to die. There are no magic words to beat death. There’s no cosmic please-and-thank-you. There’s no Santa Claus God waiting to grant you wishes, or post-suicide-bomb virgins, or a special Mormon heaven just for the Mormons, or a special Catholic heaven for the keepers of the True Faith, or anything, or anything, or anything at all. You’re gonna fuckin die and you don’t know what happens next. That’s the truth. If anything happens next. If nothing happens next. You’ve never talked to anybody who’s come back. You’ve heard a story. A very compelling story. A story so compelling it spread like wildfire in the pre-literate, pre-scientific world. The story is not all bunk. There are pieces of the story that purport to direct human behavior that are worth listening to. The Golden Rule didn’t come from more than one religious tradition on accident. Be kind. Be caring. Love each other. These are noble principles. These are worth our efforts, worth our every ounce of humanity. But the truth of your place in the Cosmos is something so ineffable you can’t contemplate it. If there is a God, you don’t think like It. If there isn’t, you can’t fathom why. You’re gonna die, and you’re gonna die, and you’re gonna die, and you’re gonna die, so you damn well better live the life you believe in living before you get there.

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Released as 7" lathe-cut plastic plate
AAX-169 | Limited Edition of 50

“A View From The Pews” is a new spoken-word collection from Northern Indiana poet & high school English teacher Steve Henn. Equal parts outsider poetry, dry humor, and touching life anecdotes, Steve Henn linguistically captures and happily exploits the nuances of everyday living. On this collection, Steve touches on topics of religion through four short but poignant spoken-word recitations that brazenly display his wit and candor while also offering genuine commentary in a thoughtful, honest light.

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released July 30, 2021

Recorded at the Owl Cove in Bloomington, IN
Design, layout and recording by Dante Augustus Scarlatti
Records lathe cut by Jack Kilby at Phonocraft

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